I need to be happy in order to be motivated. To get anything done. And my happiness is terrifyingly precarious: dependent on a status quo and a single motivator I could lose at any moment. I can risk anything that I don't really need but no, no, not this.
I can't even manage to hold my place. For god's sake.
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I can't even manage to hold my place. For god's sake.