I keep talking about my feelings. Like maybe things'll get better if I do.
This is me: all fits and starts and no follow-through.
The truth is, of course, that I only want to contact him to see if he's taken it back yet. If he'll be proud of me yet. Nothing to do with birthdays at all.
The other truth is that I want money. What other use do I have for parents, right?
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This is me: all fits and starts and no follow-through.
The truth is, of course, that I only want to contact him to see if he's taken it back yet. If he'll be proud of me yet. Nothing to do with birthdays at all.
The other truth is that I want money. What other use do I have for parents, right?
This makes me sick. I make me sick.
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